Hello Again I’m Sorry

Sorry for my absence

I had a lot of shit going on

Everything right, left

And all good turned wrong

I didn’t know where I was heading

Forgot where I come from

But now the slump is straightening

I’m feeling the month’s weak gone strong

I ain’t ever saw the future like this

But I never had a crystal ball

Some days the world feels so big

And my contribution feels so small

No amount of hours

Cover the bases I need to spread

And everywhere I look

It tells me that it’s all inside my head

But the feel of your flesh

I never made that up, did I?

What about all those things you said?

I never made those up, or did I pretend?

Still, I’m just forgetting 

Nine times out of ten

I apologise I ain’t been here

Even there has had a wide berth

I’ve shed a lot of who you knew

Recently my eyes hurt

Because I look into the mirror

Tilt up and down and side turn

Still thirteen in the reflection of me

Because I never really did learn

I still hate myself like I did back then

Just now I don’t purge it

Anyway, I’m rambling

But sorry again 

Probably the millionth time you’ve heard it…

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By Lyric Deep.