I don’t –
I don’t find it easy without you
Actually I find it excruciating
I sit umming and ahhing
And ruminating
But the sun comes up, you’re still gone
And it’s devastating
I thought you only dance for me
But tonight your feet are levitating
Clipping and clopping and clapping
For others without hesitating
But I tell you to stay out, don’t I?
And why?
To satisfy my cry for sleeve tugging
To pry more love from your heart as it’s chugging
I lie so you don’t question
The tears trapped behind my eyes
But as soon as that front door locks
They prize their dirty way out
Of my groping lashes
A vicious reality flashes before me
I see you enjoying yourself
And my whole night crashes
I see you
Chatting to women
Purely platonic, you promised
By I’m swimming deep waters
I’m dimming the TV light
And grinning to myself
In the front camera
Just to see what I look like
When I smile at you
And it’s nowhere near as dazzling
As the girls in these fantasies
And I’m bleeding
I think of us starting a family
But I’m seething
My dinner tastes bland to me
And I’m grieving
For the person you first met
You ain’t seen nothing yet
You said last night was the worst
You’d ever seen me.
By Lyric Deep.
Lyric Deep™ 