Not in the mood to laugh
Not in the mood to grace pass
Not in the mood to bark with spark
I’m just in a mood and it’s dark
No matter how hard
I work for that want it runs past
No matter how marked
My art feels it still
Is just wetness on card
Or letters to bars
And I need more than I’ve
Accepted as whole
Because there’s parts to me
That know
There’s more parts to me
I don’t show
Parts that are hard
But I’m just in a mood
And it’s dark
I hate when this happens
I can’t help my reaction
Nothing works as distraction
So I rely on subtraction
Those nasty bits come attacking
Give the smoothest most traction
Can’t hide the scars
Stick you, a feather
In my evil, my tar
But I’m just in a mood and it’s
Dark
Not in the mood to entertain
Not in the mood to refrain
Not in the mood to explain
I’m just in a mood because I’m drained
I feel humiliated like I do fuck all
Then I feel saturated with shit to do
Even as I sit I’m full of tick-offs
Even as I think, there’s so much
I’m just sick of
I got everyone to look after
And I’m bottom of the list
I want to deal with it
Like I always want to deal with it
I want to get pissed
But it’s been years of fears
And I’m even too scared
To drink
Because of those bits
I hate too much to show
I know the minute I exhale
I won’t keep breathing
The minute I blow
The revelations won’t stop leaving
I want you to still love me
I can’t tarnish that arc
But I’m just in
A mood
And it’s
Dark
You’ll keep trying to make me laugh
Saying silly things and pulling faces
You’ll keep trying to make me pass
Saying sorrys in races
You’ll keep trying to make me spark
Like you ain’t seen it in ages
You’ll keep trying to make that mood light
Because you’re also turning black in my darkness
Beating a carcass, kiss stung with sharpness
Moving so artless, I seem so heartless
I unload my harshness, slip it out of its harness
And when I finally make you as vile,
Our dark moods
become
partners
But tonight, I am
Not in the mood to laugh
Not in the mood to grace pass
Not in the mood to bark with spark
I’m just in a mood and it’s dark.
By Lyric Deep.
Lyric Deep™ 