I don’t think either of us knew any better
So who am I to hold a grudge
I say I made it through the war zone of you
But it weren’t all bloody sludge
Just is, my brain was so quick
To turn those colours to muddy smudge
And one mistake, I was fastest
To rush and make it was
Instead of is, I was pissed off
I was bitter
Maybe that’s why I was quicker
But who am I to judge?
I only knew every cell of you
So not that much
Because the bit I missed
Was the biggest rush
The second face, the might race
To get me in its clutch
And fuck
I was groped and grabbed too easy
I let it shake me up and squeeze me
As I begged for more, all greedy
Ready to be abused for a small escape
I realised it was actually you I was running from
Far too late
What I said in retaliation I can’t even remember now
I wonder if you deserve apology just as much as me
Or if those sharp nails are still stuck in deep
But I’m sorry
Sorry for being too easy fodder
For you to misuse
I’m sorry you chanced a cut
As I begged for bruise
Sorry you weren’t the remedy
When the hits got too hurtful
All of this is retrospective though
And I’m just a hurt fool
Neither of us knew any better, that’s true
But one thing I’m sure of
Is that nowadays I know more than you
When it comes to us
Just I don’t think you ever gave enough
Of a fuck
To bother educating
Just blank brained carnage
Sat comfy in the chaos like you’re meditating
Spent it medicating as I was hesitating revolution
And when those flood gates burst
I pointed finger, accused you of the worst
Knew better, still did it, how’s that for shit solution
Yeah, I’m wise enough
To not gag for resolution.
By Lyric Deep.
Lyric Deep™ 