The panic attack subsides
Just from the soft and kind
Ring of your voice
That finds
Me in the darkest hides
My time did just bide
For the moment
You come
And got me to climb
Out of a shell
That was hell
But easier than my true flesh
Well, you know me best
I’ll test every single nerve
I’ll never let you rest
Never put me down
I beg, I beg
I’ll never admit it
But I do quite like being looked after
I like how you mop up
My disasters
How you watch me go slow
And become faster
How you can turn these tears
To laughter
I like being held in your big arms
I like how tiny I feel in them
How we never were
And never could be
Friends
There was always some power at play
And I like to play in your power
I like how you tower over me
Cos I don’t cower
I bloom like springtime flowers
Suddenly go from grey
To a firework shower
Of colours and summers
To singer from hummer
The thing I need most
A pretty penny won’t cost
But that depends on what
You consider expensive
Less apprehensive to open that wallet
Than that heart
Scared to dent it
Defensive of the parts
That may disrupt routine, prevent it
But you never planned for me
And I still made home in that soul
I got the deeds, never wanted to rent it
But you can’t plant these seeds
Then make me feel like you never meant it
I want this squeaky clean and glamorous
I want the plan for us
To go to a tee, if you know
Me and you
Like I know
You and me
You’ll best believe divinity
Will rescue us from our fragility
I pray, hold me and don’t squeeze
Stop blowing thunderstorms
Caress my cheeks with the softest breeze
And give me a bit of muscle
Because recently I’ve felt so weak
I love you
I don’t want that to bring me to hyperventilation
Or torrent
Ring me clean of doubt and disaster
And plaster these wounds I warrant
Stop your fingertips feeling foreign
I swear I’ll let every bad word be forgotten
If the nasty times start stopping.
By Lyric Deep.