I could’ve cried
But I didn’t
Good riddance
Ain’t like it’s forbidden
But I keep
All this stuff
Hidden
For reasons
I ain’t up for
Permitting
But just know
By sitting
With me through
This episode
After it’s bitten
Is hitting
Heart strings
That never
Thought they’d
See remission
This and that’s
Been christened
But listen
I’m finally
Seeing the world
And it’s different
To what I always
Pictured
Seems expectations
Were just
Fiction
And you can have
Comfort
Without friction
You’ve got the sugar
Me the milk
And we’ve been
Mixing
But it ain’t
Just my appetite
That’s been fixing
This recipe
Ain’t what
I was wishing
For but I just
Can’t smash
My plates
As they’re dishing
Ain’t even like
My fingers roamed
Leaving home
For fishing
They just happened
Upon this vessel
That’s a blessing
I’ve never been one
To need fresh air
Or been a person
That’s for stressing
When I don’t care
It ain’t about appearances
Painted lips or dressing
But something richer
Deeper
That leads to me
Acquiescing
I feel like
I’m convalescing
From a life long
Parasite
That was nesting
I’m falling from clouds
With a fresh knack
To breathing
And I promise
It’ll be a while
Until the next time
I’m leaving.
By Lyric Deep.