I wish you’d just die
So I didn’t have to speak to you
Or maybe I should peg it
Due to thinking
The things I do
There’s too much fluff
Apparently
In la di da di da di
But I’ve always
Had a soft spot
For fruitcakes, largely
I’m so paranoid recently
Petrified of my streets
Worried the world’s
Finally clocked onto the fact
I ain’t special
The fact I ain’t gonna be spared
So I keep looking over my shoulder
Thinking if I’m prepared
It won’t hurt as much
When dared
But I’m just waffling back foot
Cos I’m scared
Sometimes I wonder
If I should go all
Nose ring and long hair
Get proper into hugs
And care
About wars that don’t know
Bout the air
I breathe
Or if it’s better
I go the grubby route
And just leave it
I don’t believe
In nuffink no more
I just heave closed pores
To open doors
Spread out on all fours
And remember
I never text you back
Even though I marked it unread
Twenty times
Since it landed
I swear I’ve always done everything
Cack handed
I spill and stumble
Stain and mumble
And I can’t stand it
Every time there’s thunder
It’s God laughing at me
Like his travesty’s gone exactly
How he planned it
But I required team
And he left me
With no one to man it
I resort to extreme measures
And painful pleasures
In pursuit of some treasure
Promised before
Man favoured leisure
I had all the answers
Before I didn’t
And now all those answers
Feel hidden
I quite enjoy
Having excuses for being useless
And summink to blame
When I don’t listen
Cos I’m wrapped up in my own
With dark thoughts being cut into crystals
Watch as they glisten
Then glide that debit card
Along the dusted line
As taste buds Christian
But the comedown
From my missions
In my own brain
Leave me in remission
Baffled how one after the other
Popped illicit
I feign some da di da di la
Go all a Capella
But if no one hears you
When you sing real good
Does it even matter?
I don’t really hope for brown bread
It’s those intrusive thoughts again
But I’ll admit, just a bit
I hope I break your heart so bitterly
That it’ll never mend
Just so I got some company
In the starless
And twisted
End.
By Lyric Deep.
Lyric Deep™ 