Why the fuck did we have to leave the cocoon
Escape room and zoom off to a gloom without boon
Money in the pocket, come soon
But I’ve been walking through with no shoes
And I’m bruised, this you knew
We can’t do what we do
With no one to prove
We done what we done
I like you best than anyone
I’m petrified what will come
In twenty minutes and what I’ll have to confront
So I’ll ruin our last stretch as I run
I can’t deal with being rejected
And I know I’ll be once wheels been spun
And we pull up in the dust and the mud
With hands in laps
And lies tucked between tongues
Because the sun’s only ours
When none else are bathing
And the tunes only get listened to properly
When I ain’t raving
But course I only feel that chill
When I’m piss wet through from raining
I could go on straining
Taking every blow as personal failing
But I don’t do none of this
For personal gaining
This world of ours is meant for delaying
I did try my best, I’m just saying
You tried yours too though
It still don’t bare explaining
Each moves a discovery, a creation
I dunno why I take pinch
As totally annihilation
I’m so dramatic
I’ve resorted to even praying
That one day I’ll be free to say
What I want to say without hesitating
Without looking at my toes
Or my thumbs masticating
And that every soft touch
From gloves of such and such
Don’t feel so lacerating
I don’t like it when they feast me
When they look, stare and take
I wish I could turn transparent
And that no one ever saw my face
Except for you in the car lights
When you get me from my train
I don’t want no one
To see my joy again
Or get a sense of my daily pain
Nothing is momentary
It lingers for a lifetime and a day
Nothing is self explanatory
It ain’t never got nuff to say
Nothing is far from melancholy
I get so far up then trip and graze
Scrape knee caps over free gaps
And get reminded what’s at stake
Don’t take away his freedom
You scream
Don’t make his life go your grey
But then he scoops you up in
That scarred fleshed bundle
And it’s like those worries go away
That transient sentiment
Is never too far though
In the moon glow I’m hit with reality
But I’ve never been one who’s pursued with sanity
More so gone head first with calamity
When it’s working well
It’s more mad to me
Than when the usual heart breaking sad-to-see
Tragedy comes calling
I never planned on falling
So fast and far
But I sit in your car, I’m still crawling
Around for your dropped pearls
I promise I’ll love you better
Than all those other girls
Cos I’ll love you in a way you
Won’t be able to hide
A way that’s constantly surprise
A way that’ll make you want to tell all the world
But you’ll have to keep me curled tight
In that top pocket when their eyes roam
And I won’t tell anyone where you took me
When you said to them
You’d take me home
Why the fuck did we leave there in the first place
Our first mistake
So please remind me
Because all these things I swear are ahead
Get interrupted
And I just see them
Behind me.
By Lyric Deep.
Lyric Deep™ 