Soft Close

I fish for a compliment

Instead I get honesty

How many times will you misread me

Honestly

We do life differently

I don’t think like you

You don’t think like me

I think you don’t like me

You don’t like me

Don’t matter what’s most likely

You come home warm

I welcome icy

When I’m bouncing

You depress even dust

And that’s putting it nicely

I poke and poke

Until my bitten nails fly free

But apparently you don’t have that temper

Like you used to

I must not of been introduced yet

To this new you

Dunno if I even want to know him

Because I get a weird kick 

Out of this shit creek, upstream rowing

Gail force wind between my septum

And my chin

And I just keep on blowing

You tearing at one sleeve

While I’m at the other, sewing

What if I never find someone

Who’ll laugh at the telly

Five minutes after these tantrums

I have a penchant for throwing?

Who’ll take it to heart

Like I take it to heart

Instead of letting every

Thin-skinned fling

The benefit of a brush-off’s hollowing?

No, we’ll never share perspective

You’ll always be happy with small talk

As I play detective

Looking only to the future

As I ruminate reflective

I’ll carry on ungrateful

For all the things you think we’re blessed with 

You’ll stare at me with those 

Beautiful, empty eyes

As I focus distant, hectic

Then someone will tell a joke

That’ll make us laugh so hard we choke

And our bellies feel messed with

And in that moment

The world is only ours

We see all colours just as vibrant

Venus will merge with Mars

We won’t consider the irks 

And violent quirks 

That pepper the polarity of our past 

I’ll just know I love you

And you’ll know you love me

In bones and cells and blotted parts

But there’s only so long 

The laughs can last

There’s just too much to disagree about

Only so long you can whisper

Before ignorant ears 

Push you to shout

Soft close can ruin any good slam

And only so many times you flinch

Before a fist to the nose

Don’t even beckon ouch

We’ll be stood back to back

Until it’s only one of us disagreeing left

Seeing what one called clean as mess

Spilling secrets freely

About stuff the other would have to be tortured

To confess

Electrified by the tools

The other used for rest

You settled by what only caused me stress

But I’m happy to bicker

Happy to see your side

Even if it gives mine a few eyes less

Promise to always move in ways

You’ll never begin to guess

And we did promise

Until death. 



by Lyric Deep.

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