It's weird talking to young girls Who don't have eating disorders I developed mine when I was twelve And could never imagine being fourteen And not caring how many calories Is in the dinner I'm eating You took me to dinner We ate as we spoke And my thank you Was my fingers down my [...]
Category: Poetry
My Happy EastEnding
I can't quite Pin point What it is I'm desperate To run back to But these memories Exhaust me Thinking of When Where and Who Of happy times Bad times All the shit Over the years I've been through I hear songs That remind me Of my old tunes I watch TV and Remember Ancient [...]
Regalia
I have a firm belief that the sharpest tool In your arsenal Should be your tongue. But every pocket's pallet holds Brainless lexis and stainless steal Bovine individuals with maladroit vocabulary And slick fists I'm embarrassed by this laziness And being big in demeanour but small In wits. Being interesting but interested in Nothing. Nothing [...]
Barb Belle
I deadhead The Bloomed, Tips trace and splinter; I am thorned, And now prickled in adversity To soft touch. In darker hours, I feel the shards anew As my Third Eye kisses My shins. Once more, I am reminded How naturally muliebrity flowers. Once more, I am inspired To bleed the finger Of any man [...]
How To Fix Your Broken Human:
Part one: • Check to see if they are truly broken. (The best technique for this is Listening to the words unspoken) • Check for fractures & loose screws, • Check for a broken heart, a liver bruised. • Check for wet cheeks & tears soaking. • Check for any signs of abuse. (These are [...]
I’ve Been Dreaming of Life
My exhausted limbs sink into the bed sheets As I finally meet the peace of sleep And sneak into my forgotten dreams I don't believe reality is just a scheme To drain me of my energy But nights like this my body screams To find release in rest To escape these thoughts of stress I [...]
F.I.N.E
My heads done in. I drown in red, I’ve sunk in. I evaluate my life and I’ve flunked in All that matters… But (I tell myself) it’s nothing. I’m scuffling round the issue, So let’s jump in. I’m Fucked-up Insecure, Neurotic and Emotional. Let’s just say I’m fine. Roll another spliff and pour another glass [...]
Tidy Up
I changed my bed sheets when she went home I couldn’t sleep without the smell of her gone I cleaned the flat as soon as she left Like being underwater, coming up for breath I ran a bath once I was on my own Washed off the feel of her, right down to the bone [...]
Time For Me
I had to separate myself from the irresponsibility. It don’t mean you man value at any less to me But I don’t wanna waste my week Just looking forward to Saturdee. I got ambition I got things I want to be and Want to see. I don’t just wanna trot through life dizzily, Clumsily, gripping [...]
My Intimacy, My Secrecy
I have these thoughts about you that no one knows about. How I wish you held me to sleep And kissed me passionately on the mouth, on the neck. I feel you wrapped round my waist Like a snake as my vertebrae bend To fit together perfectly and we spend This time in intimacy. Feeling [...]